Sunday, April 19, 2026

The Architecture of a Divine Giggle: Why Shattered Windows are the Secret to Spiritual Vision

Its been too long since we've blogged - its time to renewal our exploration..... 

Introduction: The Weight of the "Macro World" 
We live in an era dominated by the "macro world"—a landscape of global upheaval, political friction, and a collective yearning for peace that often feels just out of reach. Even the Pope has stepped onto the world stage recently, calling for an end to war and urging us to become peacemakers, recognizing that we have reached a spiritual maturity where unconditional love must become our primary language. Yet, when the weight of these external events pulls us down, the invitation is not to fight the chaos, but to retreat into the "inner world" to find a freedom that does not depend on circumstances. 

True spiritual growth is rarely about the arduous climb of "achieving" a new state of being. Rather, it is a process of sacred archaeology—unearthing and remembering a state of grace we once inhabited as children. It is the realization that freedom is not found by changing the world, but by shifting our internal frequency from the static of fear to the resonance of surrender. 

Takeaway 1: The Divine Giggle — Lessons from a Bubbling Baby 
The architecture of our liberation is built on the foundation of a child’s laughter. Consider the simplicity of an adult blowing bubbles on a baby’s stomach. To a cynical observer, the adult appears "weird" or "stupid," but the baby possesses a clarity we often lose. The baby does not judge the intent or fear the action; the baby simply dissolves into a giggle. 

This is more than a cute observation; it is the "Namaste principle" in its purest form. When we look at that baby, we are looking at the face of God, and the baby’s laughter is the reflection of that divine radiance. Freedom from fear begins when we stop questioning our worthiness and accept that we are already the beloved. 

"God be merciful onto us and bless us and cause his face to shine upon us... it’s about God saying, 'You’re already blessed.'" 

Takeaway 2: The Shattered Window — Why "Cracks" Lead to Clearer Vision 
Sometimes, the "macro world" breaks into our private sanctuary. Such was the case when a gardener’s weed whacker sent a rock through a sliding glass door, transforming a clear view into a spider web of shattered glass. Looking through those cracks, the world appeared distorted and fractured. 

However, a deeper spiritual alchemy was at play. The repair was handled by a father-son business—a terrestrial reflection of the Divine Trinity. While the "Son" did the labor, the "Father" oversaw the source and the outcome. Throughout the process, the mind’s "squirrel chatter" attempted to hijack the peace of the moment. There was the worry over the $650 cost, the anxiety of time, and the mundane "mundane gossip" of the repairman—who spent as much time telling stories about Coachella tourists and Miami partiers as he did working. 

But the true insight lay in the glass itself. The old window, in place since the 1980s, had accumulated a "fog" of residue between its double panes over decades—a metaphor for the false self and the internal narratives that cloud our vision. When the son removed the shattered glass to take it to a recycler in Los Angeles to be melted down and reformed, it mirrored the spiritual "annihilation of the false self." We must be broken and melted down to be made new. When the new glass was installed, the vision of the beauty outside was not just restored; it was clarified in a way the old, foggy "self" could never have allowed. 

Takeaway 3: The "Southwest Airlines" Trap — The Cost of Needing to Be Right 
One of the most insidious barriers to freedom is the ego’s craving for validation, even at the cost of its own happiness. This is the "Southwest Trap." Knowing that a flight after 2:00 PM is almost always late, we often "set up" the experience by holding onto the expectation of a delay. 

When the notification finally arrives that the flight is behind schedule, a dark corner of the ego feels a sense of satisfaction. We didn't "cancel the thought" of the delay because, subconsciously, we wanted the satisfaction of being right more than we wanted the peace of being free. This illustrates the core Unity principle: our thoughts shape our experience. We must choose: do we want to be right about our fears, or do we want to be free in Divine Time? 

Takeaway 4: The Four-Step Ladder to Holy Union 
To transition from the contraction of fear to the expansion of divine connection, we must navigate a specific spiritual ladder. This is the pathway out of "squirrel chatter" and into the presence of the Divine: 

* Fear: The initial human response to a world that feels broken or out of our control. 
* Trust: The nascent realization that God is present everywhere—even in the gardener’s rock and the repairman’s chatter. 
* Surrender: Not the surrender of a defeated soldier, but the "letting go and letting God." It is the cessation of the struggle to control the timing of the "son’s" work or the departure of the flight. 
* Holy Union: The final realization that the Divine is "everywhere present." It is the union where we realize God is not just the repairman or the Father, but the very steps we take. 

Takeaway 5: Approaching the "New Job" as a Curious Child 
This journey from fear to freedom is not theoretical; it is applied in the "now." When starting a new job—perhaps even as soon as tomorrow—we face a choice. We can enter the orientation room heavy with expectations and the burden of "what will they think of me?" or we can show up as the curious child. 

As Brother Lawrence famously practiced, God is not just in the "business" of life; God is in the play and the journey. When we view our career and our daily commute as a form of play, the need for external approval evaporates. When we are grounded in God's presence, "not caring what they think" becomes a natural byproduct of knowing whose we are. 

Conclusion: Peace Begins with a Single Remembrance 
Freedom without fear is the process of shedding the residue of decades to find the divine love at our center. This path is illuminated by the five Unity principles: recognizing God as the sole Source, embracing our spiritual nature, acknowledging the power of our thoughts, aligning through prayer, and—most importantly—actively living the truth we know. 

Individual peace is the only true currency for global change. As the song says, "Peace begins with me." When we are at peace, our world is at peace, and only then can the "macro world" move toward a kingdom of abundance where all are cared for. As you look at your own life today, ask yourself: Which "cracked window" of old residue and fear are you finally ready to let go of, so that you can see the beauty beyond? 

 "Freedom without fear is all about remembering... it's not something to achieve, it's all something to remember."

Saturday, June 4, 2016

"Getting back to your life....."

An innocent comment made by a friend...."it's nice to see you getting back to your life....", a response to my share of what I was doing today…..taking a Ukulele class….a class that I began early last year, and while in the class received a text that my Mom had been rushed to St Jude’s Hospital….that day, my life was forever changed…..from the music and the text….. I watched my response today to the comment…..and then stopped my friend, for I had realized what I was in the midst of the past few days/weeks…..You see there is ….no going back….I’m not that person anymore….nor do I want to be…..and I realized how grateful I am, for whom I’ve become…. My struggle, is that age old question “who am I….”…..in this moment……not who was I…..”Who am I”…..what do I believe; whom do I associate; I’m in that wonderful place of illumination….creation….and knowing I am Loved…. Love you Mom…. Love you Dad… Thank you for the gifts of a lifetime…..for your love, for your forgiveness….for saying yes to being my Mom and Dad…. I am Blessed!!!

Sunday, April 17, 2016

"The Rainbow Comes and Goes".....a new book...

Yes, I stumbled upon this book....by Anderson Cooper and Gloria Vanderbilt...as I opened the front cover I discovered they were son and mother - it was interesting to read how the book came about....more interesting the message on the back cover: "When we're young we all waste so much time being reserved or embarrassed with our parents, resenting them or wishing they and we were entirely different people. This changes when we become adults, but we don't often explore new ways of talking and conversing, and we put off discussing complex issues or raising difficult questions. We think we'll do it one day, in the future, but life gets in the way, and then it's too late. I didn't want there to be anything left unsaid between my mother and me, so on her ninety-first birthday I decided to start a new kind of conversation with her, a conversation about her life. It ended up changing our relationship, bringing us closer than either of us had ever thought possible."........I cried as I read the last line.....tears of sadness, tears of joy....mostly tears of Gratitude....you see, I totally understand at a very deep level all that is written on the books jacket.....I love how God works....I've been reflecting on the past year....a journey that began on January 15, 2015 when my Dad (or was it God), dialed the wrong number to share that my Mom was on the way to the hospital.....I know it was a God intervention.....and I know it changed my life....allowing me to step into my fullness.....and more importantly it allowed for a "different" conversation with my Mom....one that allowed each of us to fully express who we are.....what we believed....and to LIVE the fullness of God's Grace......some day, I'll read the book I just bought (The Rainbow Comes and Goes) ..... today, I still "raw" from the human lost of my parents....the good news "no regrets".....Blessing all this beautiful Soul Day....

Monday, March 7, 2016

Tabitha.....Celebrating her Gifts

WOW - its hard to believe - I first heard of Tabitha - 2 years ago - I was invited to take a journey that would change my life....put me back on track to my "authentic self"... have me see my talents, and what was/is mine to do in this lifetime....today, I celebrate Tabitha...with a grateful heart to her....and to my BUDs that walked the journey, the pathof Tabitha's gifts....Celebrating this ONEderment called Life....

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

O Love Divine - Ernest Holmes

O Love Divine O Love Divine within me, I am overpowered by Thy Presence. I am speechless, for words cannot utter the things that Thou hast revealed to me. Why dost Thou love me so, and why clasp me so close to Thy Eternal Heart? O Blessed Presence, I know, for Thou hast claimed me as Thine own. I shall nevermore walk apart from Thee. The love of God is within me. Holmes, Ernest (1998-08-24). The Science of Mind: The Definitive Edition (p. 539). Penguin Group US. Kindle Edition.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

Got an email from the "Old(er) Me" Today....

How interesting to get an email of this nature....it was set for 10 years from now....reminded me a bit of a Brad Paisley song....yet, brought with it some very unique thoughts....today, I've been in contemplation about "risk taking"....living as my "authentic" self....not looking back with regrets....did you ever think about the windows are your car....and notice the rear (past) view mirror is VERY small compared to the Windshield...especially if you have an SUV....you know your windshield is very LARGE....just like your future, my future....there is much in store for each of us....and it starts with a thought, that you/we put into action, with the simplicity of the first step.....here's to the OLDer ME....I hear you....I'm playing full out....as there is only one life....this life....while here on planet Earth.....

Thursday, February 18, 2016

Powerful Wisdom - Message from a Dying Friend

MESSAGE FROM A DYING FRIEND I don't want your answers, your good advice. I don't want your theories about 'why' or 'how'. I don't need your pity. Your attempts to make me feel better only make me feel worse. I am human, just like you, and crave realness. Just be present with me. Listen. Give me space. Hold my trembling hand, sometimes. Your attention is so precious to me. Your being speaks volumes. If you feel uncomfortable, don't be ashamed. If you don't know what to say to me, that's okay; I feel that way too, sometimes. If you feel disgusted, angry, uncertain, fearful, that's okay, I love you for it. You are human, too. Put your textbook learning to one side now. Don't try to have 'unconditional positive regard'; it feels so false to me. Forget 'empathy' - I want you to come closer than that. See, I am you, in disguise. These are your broken bones, your shallow breaths, your twisted limbs. I am your mirror; you are seeing yourself. Don't try to be strong for me. I am not a victim. Fall apart, if you must. Weep, if you need to weep. Mourn those shattered dreams, those lost futures. Let the past slip away too. Meet me here, now, in the fire of presence, with the fullness of your being. I speak in an ancient language now. I want you to be a witness. - Jeff Foster